Lyrics

I wake up in the morning and I stumble out of bed
a cup of coffee and a cigarette
help me clear my head

I get online ‘round 6am
is anybody there
I’m looking for someone to talk to
does anybody care

and the world just rushes by
I am trapped within myself
could this poison be the dream I’ve always needed

<Chorus>
I don’t want to know you
I don’t want to touch you
I just want to share this techno fantasy

It’s afternoon my curtains drawn
‘cause you know I hate the sun
there’s nothing that I want from you
You’d never understand

Evening comes - I embrace this bottle
Like a long lost friend
Numbness cures the emptiness
Protects me from myself

and the time goes slowly by
my greatest fear is rejection
so I’ll stay inside myself tomorrow

<repeat chorus>

Now the days are getting colder
Days and nights in silence never thought I needed more
When I call there’s no one there to answer
It seems they disappeared so long ago

All the bright lights have gone out now
The fairy tale is over now and there’s no happy end
There’s no one here to share my pain
Nothing left to say
The last few drops of comfort disappear

I don’t know who I am anymore
With the silence getting louder
No one else can reach me now I’ve done all I can do
I’ve kept my feelings to myself
deep behind these walls
Revealing only what I choose to show

But I feel that something’s waiting
Somewhere out in cyberspace somebody understands
Are you near me or across the ocean
Are you hiding secrets from your past

I don’t care who you are anymore

<solo>

I wake up in the morning and I stumble out of bed
another cup of coffee and a cigarette
help me clear my head

I get online ‘round 6am
is anybody there
I’m looking for someone to talk to
does anybody care

and the world just rushes by
I am trapped within myself
could this poison be the dream I’ve always needed